TO BE REAL
And what would you "NOT" do toward NOT becoming all that it is that you SHOULD have been? -M-

ANATOMY of GOD
IMPROVISATION ON... WHO, WHAT, AND WHERE... GOD "IS" !!!

EURIKA !!!
...one of Xanthan Gum's favorites! -M-

DIVISION
"Division"="ThingSss". No Division; No Separation Would Be "HELL"= Having No Purpose For ANY Movement... Never A Thing Lost... Hidden... Unknown. This Undermines The Whole "Purpose" For Life: That Joy Of Discovery. "GOD" Would Be Lonely AND Bored "As Hell"... Having No "Reason"... Nor "Purpose"... For "ANY" ACTION At All! "God NEEDS Things To Do"! Thereby, "We" Are "Vessels" Through Which "THIS" Occurs. -M-

BEGINNING
"My Way" -M-

backwards (UN)masking
“Having Sex” with The Devil is “Good”. “Wrestle” With Those “Angels”… Ascending and Descending. “Know” Thine Enemy! Only Then May You Reveal… A “Last(ing) Act” of “Defiance”!!!

TYGER TYGER
...poem by William Blake

HONEYBEE
A small flower contemplating on what it means "To Be".(to "bee" or "KNOT" to be("spell"ing "not" with a "K") butt... it IS OK"!(using "K" For "KING"!!! ...ok?(oh! "K") ...maybe? or "Knot"? -M-

Initiation Fee
“THIS"... IS A "MEAL"... WE "ARE"... "BREAD”...

Prayer for NOW
These Words Were My Prayer... -M-

A More Beautiful Place ( The Seven )
Written in homage to my numerous DREAMS relating unto these, sometimes friendly; sometimes furious, "SEVEN". Both William and I have cried numerous times while listening to this one... sometimes doing "that"... together. =M=

SHADOWS
As you "Wake" your "Light" will "Need It"(THE "SHADE")... SHhhhh... Hades Here! -M-

"UN"ELEVATOR
It's about Life and Death and Dying and The POTENTIAL To Take That Death Defying Leap(In Faith) Out Into The Open, Being "All IN"(Here), Exposed, Revealed... LIVING On Purpose And For A Purpose... BEFORE You Die. -M-

the TRUTH
The "Truth" is ALL THINGS... And No Thing Can Exist Outside Of "IT"! ~M~

Will You Recognise Him

Apache Tear
Xanthan Gum is THE ONE AND ONLY reason that Psyche's Muse exists. Had I not met him by chance at a friend's house NONE of my writing would have EVER been put to music. The words of Apache Tear are some of the very first words I ever heard him speak... singing them, playing his classical guitar while seated upon a bed. It was through his intensity and excitement about making music that everything which followed came into being. In my "humble" opinion he's a musical genius! Mr. X, Thank You!!! -

HELLO !!!
Hello? ..."Hell"+"Owe"? HELL!!!+"OWE"!!!?!?!? Hello = Hell "Low" too?!!! Why OF COREssshhh... Hell "Oh!" The "Oh"(spelled as "O") shows an "opening" into and reveals that "orifice" of "Hell") OMG! hello! -M-

Why I'm God...
THE BIBLE TELLS ME "THIS IS" SO!("WHEN"-ever "HIS KING"-dom "DOMINATES" upon "THIS EARTH"! ONLY THEN will,"Every Man a King" have any Truth at all!) -M-

fishin' on a river...
Brian A. Davis wrote down these lyrics. He played congas while Mr. X did his thing on guitar and voice. I used a comb like a washboard and my mouth like a high-hat(and frog). -M-

GOLD !!!
GOLD IS TRUTH... AND WILL ALWAYS WITHSTAND... IN ANY AND ALL WAYS... THESE TESTS... OF TIME! -M-

LANGUAGE IS A TRAP !
A Delectible; Dialectic Ditty on Discourse! -M-

SOMETHIN STRANGE
Bass, Guitar, Voice Improvisation.

DETERMINED
Disclaimer For "Truth". Believe IT! ...or NOT! IT... "Depends" ON "You"!!!

THE TIDE
Experiencing Life's futility, living amongst the blind, the deaf, and the dumb... And yet, there is still Hope within that loneliness... SEEK AND YE SHALL FIND IT!!!

Thou FROG !!
And out of the mouth came an unholy spirit... like unto a frog.

What's Behind The Door
That "Door"? It is our present/current "Beliefs/Acceptances" of what "The Truth" is/means unto us. And for whatever "self"ish reasonings we all tend to choose the "Solid Part" of a "Door" over and above the "TRUTH" of it's "Opening". -M-

A(lonely)NOTHER DAY
***Acceptance from others will never invoke one's "happiness"... if that "acceptance" can only come through "forsaking the most cherished" part of one's own being!*** =M=

Ain't Talkin' to you
I like to think of this as bein' God... lookin' us directly in the "eye"(I)... an tellin' us EXACTLY how He FEELS... about us and our prideful ways. -M-

Solome
Not an Improv! Examination of our relationship with the Whore of Babylon(World-Dominating, Governmental Entities) during the last days. These lyrics are a hodge-podge of snippets taken from my writings on the subject and arranged in a rather pleasing and meaningful way. -M-

PASSION
Xantham Gum's very first song! He compiled both the lyric content and all the music. (Omage relative unto the ancient Ritual Human Sacrifice)

"PREY" FOR MESSIAH !
Who is THIS... "Messiah"? (Mess?/I?/Ahhh!!!) You "know"(him)!! Maybe, ya "NO!" him instead!!!

Claustrophobia
God's contemplative REASON"ings"(I.N. G.ods S.tead) about THIS(ie)"place"!!! -M-

at THE FEAST
"WE" ARE "THE ONE"... Determining What Will... "MAKE IT INTO THE LIGHT" (of "Day"). =M=

NEED
God "Needs" and God has always "Needed" Us... Even now God is "Kneading" us... We are(and "I Am")... "That"... that "Thing"/"being" which is Kneaded/Needed and "is known" as "THAT"/The "Afflicted"/"One"!!! =M=

Melancholia
This song is about losing someone special. It expresses the feelings one goes through when seeing a precious, unique, and magical relationship disappearing, apparently without remedy. -M-

Hopelessly Inspired!
God's got "blues" too. (NOT YET "Beaten", but bruised!)

FOR "Giving"
...another IMProvisational work from our past.

MEDICINAL MUSIC
****MUSIC FOR THE MIND*****

7 sEVEn 7
Scriptural account of the ritual which was neccessary to bring down the "Walls Of Jericho". I relate that unto ourselves... each one of us an individual "Jericho"... needing "Reconstruction". So, first comes the agreement for "Destruction"(repentance)... And then the "Building Permit"(redemption) can be obtained and a "Blueprint"(directions) perceived. -M-

Resurgence Of The Dead Pt.2
Book Reading of NECRONOMICON from the MAGAN text chapter V

Farewell " Ol' Sol "
I just wrote these words about the Sun's setting and it's safe and sure return in the morning. And, as expected when using words of "Truth", their "sounding" resonates a whole lot more than a "simple observation" alone(Sol=Soul, Son=Sun, Morning=Mourning). -M-

HELP !

DEATH IS "IN"
When We "Come To"... "Where" We "Came From" Is Where We "Are"... And "Heading"... "Too"! -M-

The Night Watchman
***another IMProvisational wondermeant from way-back-when***

"ENTER" mission
Proceed Into The Depths Of Thine Own Self... -M-

(Dream) ANATOMY OF A SNAKE
Another Dream. (put to music)

SssAndMan
You should seek the shelter of our servant, speaking so specifically of the SANDMAN, who so superbly shows us insight towards these slimily, sinful serpents, who’ve stolen our possessions by staying hidden in the recesses of our Psyche. Be Ye Not Deceived! This Is Serious Stuff! -M-

Victorious "Satan"
THAT OL' "SERPENT"(taint nuthin' more)THAN OUR "TONGUE" AND "OUR FALL", AS "SATAN'S VICTORY", IS JUST "AS GOD INTENDED"! EVERYTHING!(each and everyone)"JUST HAPPENS" THAT "IT IS PLANNED". -M-

Are we Ever? REALLY??? Hear!!!
ANOTHER “TWO-PIECE” IMPROV WITH NOTHING ADDED.

How Long is a Smile
Acid "Trippy"(I have NEVER taken a hit of acid in my entire life. And these lyrics will make it evident and clear as to the "WHY" I have chosen to NEVER take a hit of acid. EVER! Hahaha!) -M-

EXPECTATIONS
"Our Outlook" DOES IN "DEED" AFFECT "The View"(Of Our Lives!) -m-

Did God Give The World Unto Satan
Is Man God Or Devil? Good Or Evil? And What Is Life? -M-

WHO IS THE BEAST
IMP=roviZzzation

"Petting" God
...with strokes of a pen! -M-

"thee" PHOENIX
FIRST TIME EVER... MY WORDS will have "SONG" as their intended purpose... "Justifying", so to speak, their "etching".("Phoenix" is "Truth") =M=

PURPOSE FOR THE GROUND
Guitar, Bass, Voice Improvisation.

KINGDOM OF SET
My second attempt at "song writing"... Here I tried to incorporate "everything" that I'd gleaned from reading the Bible... making analogies with every numeric, phonetic, and insinuated connotation possible... including them all within this one song... a magnum opus so to speak. -M-

Magick Carpet Rider
BEFORE our 4 Track Recorder was acquired... THIS is how we did it! -M-

Death of His Highness
My Meta-Philosophical Perspective upon Sun-Light is a "Poetic Expression" of the Sun's Light as it passes through the body of this Earth. -M-

The SIMPLETON !!!
It ISssSOWssSimple... "Ideas=Seed"... UnTo Those Who "Treat It Well". "THEN", And ONLY "Then"... Do/Will/"CAN"... "MIRACLES HAPPEN!"(=M=)

WAKE UP !!!
...another X & M guitar, vocal and bass improv.

DUET - Guitar and Bass
Improvisation: a snippet from some of our earliest stuff here... M taps out a melody on telestar/hollow-body bass... X works in the guitar... unpretentious and surprisingly, quite lovely! -M-

NOW/"Messiah"
Let your "Ears" open your "Eyes" to learn "Why" you open your "Mouth". -M-

Howdy Do!
A "Country" Song(that's "Cunt Tree" song... "buy" The Way) from those VERY Early(and FUN!) days... waaay BEFORE any of those "electric guitars" or bass, keyboard, 4-track, mixer, reverb, and... DISTORTIONSss!!! ...anyway, "How'd He Do?"!!!

WORSHIP
Bass, Vocal, and Guitar improvisation: The moment in time where conception occurs is the "ONLY PLACE" OF "REALITY". Outside "THAT PLACE" exists only "imitations"...and other forms of reverence(and flatteries) for "THAT MOMENT". It takes BOTH left/right eye to see in 3D, BOTH left/right foot to walk. And the left/right hand work much better TOGETHER! You cannot "have" a coin without the "flip-side"... no matter HOW MUCH you LIKE THE ONE side... it IS NOTHING at all without the OTHER! -M-

THE GREAT WORK
Just because an idea is not a good idea "at the present" does not mean that it is not a "Good" idea. For "All" things (in "Due Time") "Have" a "Season"... See The "Son" in this? ...or "sun"?? ...MayBe??? -M-

NOAH !!!
"KNOW" ...and THEN will you will say, "Ah". Although, others will say, "NO!"(while punching your face) and then you will be saying, "Aagh!!" ...hahaha? -M-

"NOW" ing !!!
Metaphilosophical meanderings on this moment... "Now". Past and Future are not things at all except in their relationship unto this one constant eternal, Now. "NOW" is the only time we will ever have. No thing ever happens nor has ever happened outside of "Now". Now contains everything which has ever been and everything which has ever happened... for "NOW" it has forever been... and "NOW" shall it forever be... "K"NOW IT!!! -M-

"CYCLE"LOGICAL
"E"MOTION: THE "Logic" Of "Cycling" Is The Justification FOR & OF ANY & ALL Move"meant" IN & OF That "Motional"... "Energy"! =M=

kaleidoscope
SEE IT??? "My Way"?(Of Course! Meal by meal! Serving by serving!) Maybe we could be "Par" for "THAT"("course") by being "On The Path"! Ah! Yes! We "Will Be", well("Well") beyond THAT(path) being both "ON" and "OF" "The Course"! =M=

Suffer the Children

(((masturbating)))

DRAW NEAR
IMP-roversion of THISss-ssSONG from an old Hymnal. =M=

Introduction Of Spermatozoa!
My Song Introduction for Hugh Hamilton's Station. ( This intro. could be applied to most songs that I write... for the "information gathered and gleaned". Just change the topic from "sperm" to "sunlight" or "womanhood" or "laughter" etc... And then there's that part about the "spurting out"! Well, now THAT "would apply" to almost EVERY SONG that we have! ...hahaha! ) -M-

Beautiful Woman! She's a DREAM!!!
Improvisational Account Of MortAmor's Night "Mare"... A Creepy And Sick, Demonic Dream.

Spermatozoa!
Let us be "cum" just as excited and just as hopeful as we once were for... "Once Upon A Time" IS "This" Place AND "This" Time... Now! Upon "This" Earth! Amen! (Am "In"... A "Me" In... A =M= IN)

FLOW
"GRAVITY"... is so very much more than you think !!! -M-

tWITCHin' (what is my life...)
Some( rather disturbing ) contemplations. -M-

Bible Medley (on Eve)
Our improvisational beginnings where Bill insisted that I must do something(”ANYTHING!” he said). So, I “make some noise” using congas, a jews harp, and our(infamous) “One-String Bass”!(some humble beginnings to say the least!) -M-

FACE OF DEATH
Guitar, Vocal, and Guitar improvisation: Perfect for those timid in their feelings on death, I'd simply love to have X perform this tune troubadour-style at my funeral. -M-

FAT LADY
(written in homage to the material world) This is our favorite improv... a magical moment where the words and music come together so beautifully. This inspired us to continue with our unorthodox musical approach. -M-

The "Ultimate" Destroy "Her"
While man prides himself on being THE "Ultimate Destroyer", OUR "Mother",the earth, that "Land Of Milk and Honey", has taken just about ALL THAT SHE CAN STAND! And we had better "Watch" Out!!! =M=

Shedding Of Blood (Satanism?)
Pull Their Hands From Their Eyes! Watch Well! ...If They Flee... Scream It From The Mountain! And Shout It Down Below! "GOD WILL WALK AMONG US!"

Ladies In "wAIDing"
My Wife's Favorite Song... (Honestly!) -M-

More Precious than Gold !!!
"It" IS Just As Jesus Says That IT IS... "Man IS a God"!!! -M-

OUR DUTY
Divider Or Healer? Which Shall I Be? For BOTH "These Natures"... Serve The TREE... "Of" LIFE... "About" LIFE... "For" LIFE... "OUR DUTY"... "BE"! -M-

VIEW
"CURSE" bring forth "Thy BLESSING"! Know NOW "That Blessing", being BOTH separated WITH and IN "That Curse" always(and in all ways) come "Together"(Two "Gather" as "One")... ONE "family"(Abraham & Say "Rah"...out of Egypt all "Gypsies" Come!). Yes, "IT" is "Real"! Indeed! It "Is REAL"... "THAT" ONE! ...huh? "Is Real"? Yes? "It" is! ..."ISRAEL"? ...Yes? No?? Have I "Colored", "Obscured", "Flavoured" or "Seasoned" enough yet? ..."See Son"? Trust Me. "This Stuff" IS "OK" ...to "DO"! =M=

KABBALAH
Love the fact that "Allah" is found resonating/residing right there within the very name of ancient "Hebrew" religious philosophy. Of course everyone knows(I guess) the "Family" ties which bind Hebrew/Jew unto Muslim/Arab? Having the same "Father"... by the name of Abraham? -M-

TIKKUN (Rectification)
Tikkun olam is a Hebrew phrase that means "repairing the world" (or "healing the world") which suggests humanity's “shared responsibility” to heal, repair and transform the world.

white stone
MR. "X" wrote the lyrics and then performed this feat by using only his voice and a Martin 12-string guitar! This is a "first-run" take... just "as it is / was"... which is why he keeps singing it over and over and over... thinking that we'd cut some of it out later... which obviously we did not... nor was anything ever added unto it! "Raw"... to say th' least! =M=

"this" FOOL !!!!
Not an Improv! I decide to write a song describing the Fool card from the Aleister Crowley Book of Thoth Tarot Deck(taking all of ten minutes!). Originally done as an improv(me on bass, William on guitar/singing), yet in re-doing this I refused to play "my bass line" because I knew William could(and "would"!) do it SO MUCH BETTER. =M=

WHO is "ABEL"
Omage relative unto the ancient Ritual Human Sacrifice

MAN
Musings upon Man... via "His" various forms... "Alpha" and "Omega". -M-

SUN SPOT
The "Light". That "Sight". And Then "Night"... Of That "Knight"... "Good"?

AH! SUNFLOWER
Poem by William Blake

AMERICA
MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN! YES, IN "DEED"! BOW DOWN; TAKE A KNEE! FOR THERE IS NO BETTER WAY TO MAKE AMERICA GREAT "AGAIN" THAN THROUGH PRAYER"! "JESUS" IS THE "TRUTH" ON THIS WE CAN AGREE! LET US THEN BEGIN TO "BRING HIM BACK"... RIGHT HERE AND NOW... BOW THINE HEAD AND BEG!!! AND LOOK UNTO THINE BROTHER AS THAT PRODIGAL ONE!!! AND LIKE UNTO THINE FATHER... "SHOWER HIM WITH LOVE"!!! -M-

Filibuster? THANK GOD!!!
Improvisation.

KNOW THINE ENEMY
Becoming who you are through the fellowship within yourself... testing these spirits whether they are of God and determining their value both unto and through you.

AGAINST THE LAW
You "can't" fight City Hall is not exactly true. What is true is that you "shouldn't" fight City Hall(if you know what's good for you). -M-

"CURSED" BE THE DAY !!!!
A Purpose-Filled "Self Evaluation".

Waterloo
What is YOUR "Waterloo"? Well, whatever it is, this song is chanting and cheering for your decision to go right on through with it. -M-

A POTION
HERE! ...ME!!! HEAR ME, MUSLIM! BARRAK IS THE DONKEY OF MOHAMMED'S DREAM !!! AND AMERICA IS THAT PLACE "FARTHEST WEST"!!! "PEACE" CAN BE DELIVERED THROUGH "WARFARE" !!! AND "SURRENDER" DWELLS "THERE" TOO !!! AS DOES "FORGIVENESS"!!! AND "ALLAH" MEANS, "SURRENDER"!!! AS JESUS' CLAIMS, "THE PRINCE OF PEACE"!!! HEAR ME CHRISTIAN !!! HEAR ME JEW !!! I AM ONE AND BOTH OF YOU !!! AND "YOURS" TOO !!! HEAR ME !!! ...HERE!!! COME!!! ..."HERE"!!!-M-

LIFE
Take It AND Leave It!

The GIFT
Which Spirit will win out in the struggle of humanity? And through mankind will the world be “saved” or “destroyed”? *Improv on guitar, bass, voice... embellished.*

The NEED TO KNOW
This is just a snippet from a much longer song... -M-

The DEVIL Him"Self"
The lyrics "come" while watching televangelist Robert Tilton(those 1980's!)-M-

CHAOS
My talk with God… the “Masculine” aspect of God… “Motion”… trying to calm Him down… by agreeing with and understanding His purpose and necessity. -M-

...Lost In My Caress...
Nostalgia's Dilemma...

C H A O S (INVoKatIoN)
My Invocation for "Total Awareness" using a "Secret Language"! -M-

Cat's Face
Scaredy Cat: An analogy of what one instinctively does when confronted with the "Light" of one's true self.

DO IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!1st(part)
OMG!!! “My” GOD Is Very “Odd” Indeed… And Is Very Much With/In This ”DEED”… For THIS Has Always Been THE “Deal”... “With The Devil” many WILL say… “Of THIS”. And as WAS Jesus... so “I AM”... VERY CERTAIN of "THAT"!!!*** Damn! And I Just "said" CERTAIN?!! REALLY? CERTAIN??? ...OF " THAT "???? OMG! "Fuck" ***

The artist has designated this song as non-chartable.

HIDEing IN The Dark 2(too)
Unadulterated Improvisation upon M's words. X is on Guitar and using His Voice while -M- is playing a Bass.

SHIT "FLOATS" !!!
It is said, "The CREAM will rise to the top"... but, in the same context it has been said, "SHIT FLOATS!" And that which "stinks to high heaven" is all the "SHIT" we put up with in our "fearless" leaders. Maybe Christ's message, "Confess All Things", will be the "Healing Salve" which saves the day... just in the Nick Of Time! -M-

Undivided ATTENTION
Are you “HERE”-ing me? -M-

SUFFERINGS
...some words from Meister Eckhart

DYING VESTURE
Whether seen as a Crown Of Thorns, Robe Of Joseph, or Mark Of Caine... be ye not afraid to take upon yourselves that Dying Vesture! -M-

LEGS
Walking into the Future during the Past at the Present. -M-

FLESH (a "Thank You")
Taking The Time To “THANK” Our Beautiful; Thick Blanket Of "FLESH".

Circulatory System
FALL EQUINOX 09-23-1995

INCREASE THE FLOW
Desire to know, to grow, Enlarge and increase the flow, Get about the business now and go, go, go!

FLAMING FLESH
Bass, Voice, Guitar Improvisation.

FALL FRESH ON ME !!!
Literally, same lyrics as the Hymn Book... but melody was "Improvised"

Once Upon A Time...
I told Bill(X) 'bout this incident(happenin' years before I met him). He told me to write it down and he'd sing it. "We" did! -M-

Angels Of Death
The Death Angel Machinery Known As "Life" =M=

Ho, Ho, Ho!
"Ho"? Oh!(HO! HO!) Only "At This Time"("Today") can it ever "Be"... "act"ually "True"(and therefore both "KNOWN" and "BELIEVED") THAT "It IS" possible... for a "Virgin" to become pregnant... and could even bare "The King HIMSELF as this Child"("cloning" being involved)!!! So... "THIS"... IS... TRUE!!!(The Bible)... and on... and on... and on... so IT "goes"(or "comes"(cums whatever)... -M-

SIVA (is my "DIVA")
...pronounced "SHIVA"! Guitar, Voice, Bass Improvisation.

DEATH ANGEL
That "Biblical" Angel Of Death comes to its fullness... as soon as one looks into the mirror. This list of "JUSTIFYING THE DEATH ANGEL" goes on and on and on... Abortion, Revenge, Destitution, Wealth... and yet... still we'll think of holy _scripture as something being written for "other people" in an "other time". -M-

Hear Ye Here Ye

what I die for is what I am
OUR “MUSICATING” RITUAL... not knowing "Where" one another is "going"; yet trusting in the journey of KNOWing "Where" one another ACTually "IS". For I haven't a clue as to "Where" I might be "Going" at any given time while on the keyboard in this "song"(other than feeling like I'm going off a cliff!)... and yet, good ol' Mr. X was always "Abel" to follow my type of "lead"(or..."whatever" you may call it!) Thank God! -M-

LEAD BY EXAMPLE !!!
Keyboard and Voice IMPROVISATION

APPEALING
"Comfort Food"! It will always tickle "that" ear... the one for which it was meant to "Here"! -M-

GRAIN BY GRAIN
Be Ye Ever Vigilant! For "Grain By Grain"... EVIL WILL COME UNOBSERVED! -M-

"WOE!" Man!
IN... "Dream Land": The Red Dragon(unto a "man")"IS"!!! WOMAN!!! -m-

MONOTONOUS
Energy Of Motionlessness Uniting With Energy Of Motion...

DO IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!2nd(part)
OMG!!! “My” GOD Is Very “Odd” Indeed… And Is Very Much With/In This ”DEED”… For It Has Always Been THE “Deal” (“With The Devil” many WILL say… “Of THIS” Jesus Was and “I AM” VERY CERTAIN!!!).

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MANLY !!!
Keyboard, Guitar, Voice Improvisation.

DUET - Piano
Our Messin' Around With An Old Antique Upright Piano With It's Squeaky Hinged Key-Cover Is Being Recorded With An Old-Timer's "Portable Cassette Player". By The Way... Neither One Of Us Knows How To "Actually Play" The Piano(Said Just In Case "THIS" Isn't Overtly "Obvious" Unto The Listener! Ha ha ha!) -M-

GETTYSBURG...
...seemed to be an appropriate song considering all the racial tensions presently at play.

SLEEPING BEAUTY (or will dead rise!)
Sleeping Beauty is the Subconscious... and this song touches upon Society’s disdain “for” it; fear “of” it, and(ultimately) war waged “against” it.

7 Sermons to The Dead
Just another immaculately "conceived" improvisational work.

NIMTRIX
WAR= STRUGGLE= WRESTLING= SEX= "Getting To KNOW"= KNOWLEDGE= UNDERSTANDING= ACCEPTANCE= FORGIVENESS= WISDOM= =M= mmm...

prefix of embryo
Before Any Thing Was... There Was "This"... -M-

The River Is Hungry
River is Hungry: Omage relative unto the ancient Ritual Human Sacrifice

a tiskit a taskit
A Serious Resurrection Of Childhood Games... I'm not a kid anymore... well...? Who knows! -M-

Dead At 33
Oh!... "WOE"(Whoa?)... IS "me?"... "hmm ",,, -m-

Septem Sermones ad Mortuos
"The Seven Sermons to the Dead," Septem Sermones ad Mortuos, might best be described as the "summary revelation of the Red Book." It is the only portion of the imaginative material contained in the Red Book manus_c_r_i_p_ts that C.G. Jung shared more or less publicly during his lifetime.

BEAST OF BURDEN
my solemn prayer unto Truth... -M-

MIRROR(Lake Of Fire)
Some provocative Bible analogies.

Web Works
Every Thing Relates!

Jesus was a bum (G's Us?)
Keyboard, Guitar, Voice Improvisation.

Jesus... PRICED !!!
As is customary with our improvs, these words are being spoken aloud for the very first time... as you listen! And in this song, nothing has been added nor, for better or worse, taken away.

Beyond Belief!
"Bee" ON! Be... "Leaf"!

Realm Before Thought
...In The Beginning... Was... Were... Is...

SLEEP
Whatever "BREAKS YOU AWAY" from that "THING" called a "DAY".

WIDOW IN BLACK
Female Spirit Of Darkest EVEning.

Ho! Ho! Ho! Again! ("for" a "gain"?)
Just... "In Time". (for Saint Valentine's Day?) UN-"Traditional" expression of some "Christian Values"... although... VERY "Spiritual"! -M-

IN The "Saint Nick" Of Time!

the French Tickler
Keyboard/Bass Instrumental.

"My Ritual" is a "Dream Dervish"!!!
Another one of my dreams put to music. -M-

(Dream) SOLID BLUE BAND
My "writing journals" also contain "Dream Logs". And this is one of "those" where it is extremely hard to make any ascertainable sense from the dream's sequence of events. This was very early on in both my "bass-work"(practicing!) and recording "expertise". hahaha! =M=

Satan "Helped" Job
"Curses" = "Blessings"

DISCIPLES for My GRUDGE

I heard a fly buzz when I died
A POEM BY EMILY DICKINSON... is brought to life through our musical improvisation.

Resurgence Of The Dead Pt.1
Xanthan Gum: Reading from BIBLE book of Matthew ch. 27 vs. 46-53. The last word shall be read as the first going from there unto the first word which shall be read in the end as the last( vs. 53-46 ). Mortamor: Reading from NECRONOMICON the URILIA text chapter I

FRUITS "OF FEAR"
Do not move! Quiet! Peace! Be Still! While these characteristics tend to make one feel “safe”, they are also synonymous with being “dead”. And when “Those In Power” make it so that these type of feelings “rule” the day... nothing “Good” can come forth... at least... NOT WITHOUT A BATTLE! -M-

"Hide"ing In The Dark
...and aren't we all in some way, shape or fashion? In-Deed!!! By, With, and Through Our "Deeds"... "Deals" Made(with The "Devil"?) Maybe in them("their") "D" Tales you heard someone say,"YOU Dirty Rat!" or, "Better KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT, bitch! Ya Hear!" Then in that instance ask yourself, "What Would Jesus Do". Well, "What Happened Unto Jesus" is now MUCH more important unto "YOU" ain't it! So, you had better SHUT THE FUCK UP AND GET OUTTA HERE! HEAR?! NOW! GO! Git! -M-