What AM I Fighting For? - Tombstone Chronicles VI - Holworks Music 2026
Holworks Music
Mark Holman - song
Melo, Dee, and Meristolis - vocals
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The song "What Am I Fighting For?" by Holworks (from the album Tombstone Chronicles VI - The Indigo Album, released February 6, 2026) is a deeply introspective, existential reflection on purpose, fatigue from life's endless cycles, and the search for true meaning amid noise, media saturation, personal emptiness, and broader societal struggles.At its core, the song tells the story of someone overwhelmed by repetition and disillusionment—another list, another bill/law pushed with agenda ("indoctrinated in style"), another piece of information (fact, fiction, or prose) that blurs together. The verses paint a picture of creative and emotional exhaustion: filling blank pages with familiar thoughts, old insights that once felt profound but now question their own validity, and the constant barrage of media ("live news broadcast, shattered his sense," "talk show life that starts soon will end"). There's a sense of watching the world from a distance—people "struggle on wires like beads," fragile and performative, trapped in cycles of existence that feel both culpable (guilty/responsible) and capable (full of potential, yet unfulfilled).The recurring question in the chorus—"What am I fighting for?"—captures the central emotional arc: a quiet crisis of motivation. The narrator feels hollow ("gasp of emptiness inside of me"), aged beyond their years ("like I'm 103") until a fleeting shift—like sunlight warming the skin ("satin stain of the sun like seas")—reminds them of life's simple, renewing beauty and pulls them back from despair.The shift in the later choruses expands it outward: from personal ("If not for you") to collective ("What are we fighting for?"). The bridge introduces a grounded belief in American patriotism and shared human spirit ("I believe there's a flag, red, white and blue / I believe that spirit lives inside every one of you"), but quickly pivots away from superficial ideals like "freedom" toward something deeper and undeniable—the enduring human spirit th
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What Am I Fighting For?
Another list of names to compile
Another innocuous bill, indoctrinated in style
Another wisp of fact, fiction or prose
I feel
Another white page filled with words
Another song contemplating birds
Another insight I had so long ago, does it now make it real
What am I fighting for?
What am I fighting for?
Must be something I've been fighting for
Another live news broadcast, shattered his sense
Another talk show life that starts soon will end
It's a culpable, capable life that stretches out before me
And I'm watching people struggle on wires like beads
Another gasp of emptiness inside of me
That makes me feel like I'm 103 until the wind shifts
And I feel the satin stain of the sun like seas
What am I fighting for?
What am I fighting for?
What am I fighting for?
If not for you
I believe there's a flag, red, white and blue
I believe that spirit lives inside every one of you
What are we fighting for?
What are we fighting for?
What are we fighting for?
Not freedom, the spirit we can't ignore
Oh, let the light shine out on us
We'll take the life you give to us and we'll know
What we're fighting for
What are you fighting for?
What am I fighting for?
What?
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